i am nobody

no one understand me...
no one tried to understand me..
u r always the right one...
and i am always the wrong one..
i've followed wad ever u wan me to do...
but everytime u just won't satisfy wad i had done...
and u finally shout it out...
dat u hate me...dat i am useless..
dat u dun like to talk to me...
wad should i do??
i did not noe...
i wanna study...but i'd always think about ur situation...
have u think of me before??how suffer i am...
hey..look at me...do u noe who i am??
did u noe how sad i am when u said
"u r useless...u did not wanna listen to wad i said"
yes..i admited now dat i am useless now..
i can't do anything...
but wad i surpose to do??
i've followed ur instruction..but u just can't satisfy..
i'm so sorrydat i can't be perfect..
nth gonna change the things u said..
nth gonna change me....
nth gonna change u...
nth gonna change if u dunno who i am...
it's too late...
i hurt too much..and i dun wanna talk anything about me to u anymore..
because whenever i wanna say...u just dun listen...
no one is listening to me...
no one understand me...
no one would able to go into my world anymore...
i would just locked the doors..
and put the keys deep in my heart...
and even though u opened the first door...
my world won't change..
it is still dark....lonely..cold...